FUCK ALL OF YOU

I think.

Fuck if my head isn't fucked up right now.

Last night I told you I was going to look for Edge. I really liked that guy, thought we had something going there.

I'd just spotted him at the Station when Horndog grabs me and hauls me over by the back door.

You are not going to fucking believe what he told me.

I always felt real good towards the guys for making sure I had a roof over my head, and food in my cupboards. Now I know how they were paying for all this shit.

THEY'VE BEEN SELLING ME! Fuckin Edge paid for the fuck. God damn it.
I don't give a rats ass about the guys charging and all, I'm just pissed they didn't tell me about it.

Don't know what I'm gonna do now. If I'm gonna do anything at all. Gotta think about that. What a headfuck.

Hot Damn

I am so fucking happy right now. I FEEL GOOD, even though there ain't a specific reason I should.

I'm going out to the Station tonight, and I'm hoping to hook up with Edge. Or someone.

Yesterday was pretty much ate up with practice. We tried out some of the new songs I'd written, and they didn't suck near as bad as I expected them to. Digger even said he was impressed!

Now I'm off to scrounge for something to eat. I'd tell ya'll to fuck off, but I'm in too fucking good a mood for that.

Mind your own fucking business!

What the fuck makes people think they can run other peoples lives???

You know, I'm minding my own damn business, buying some beer and frozen pizza's at the Safe-way, when some bitch of a woman comes up to me and tells me it's the Lord's day.

So I asked her if he wanted some pizza and beer too.

She makes a face at me and says that I should be home cooking a decent meal for my family and not indulging in sinful shit instead. Well, she didn't say shit, but you get my drift.

Who the fuck is she? The diet police?

And what fucking family would I be feeding?

Fuck It!

Okay, I've fucking tried it your way, now I'm going to do it MY WAY.

I'm gonna party when I want. I'm gonna fuck when I want. I'm gonna do whatever the fuck I want to, you got that???

From now on, I'm gonna get out there and LIVE.

You don't like it? FUCK OFF!!!

Giving Thanks

Cause of a comment left yesterday, I got to thinking about what I'm thankful for.

Here's my list:
Men
The guys.
Good friends that are always there for me. (Includes the guys too)
Renegade Evolution, and other people like her.
Dogs. I really love dogs.
Coffee.

Fuck, I really need some coffee.

Changed My Mind

I've decided that I'll tell you about the date another time.

I can hear ya cussing now. Well tough SHIT. This is my goddamned blog and I'll write what I want to here.

Today is Thanksgiving, and I thought I'd tell you what I'm going to be doing today.

Not much.

Moocher and Digger and me will go over to Horndogs. Some other people will show up that don't have anywhere else to be. We'll all pitch in and either bring something, or help cook something there.

There'll be a ton of food and drink, and music.

And I'LL HAVE A FUCKING AWESOME TIME. Always do.

Wow

Just rolling in. Needs to get me some sleep. I'll tell ya'll about the date when I get up.

For now, I'll tell you it was FUCKING AWESOME.